Working moms: If they want to have it all, they need to push harder.
I have decided to name my unborn son, his name would have been Jesus. Just in case anyone gets any ideas, you do not see me seeking power in any of my papers. Due to high probability that I wouldfail at resisting temptation, and would then be a hypocrit. If you wish to honor anyone honor him, because he is the reason I am on the path that I am.
I do not claim to be a perfect or holy man; in fact, I am far from it. My parents separated when I was 7 years old. When I was 12 my best friend tried to force me to suck his dick. I managed to wrestle him off or I might be gay. My first son was born when I was 17 years old, out of wedlock. I let the mother move to another state because I did not want to be a father or marry her promiscuous butt, and have regretted the decision ever since. My next son I killed when he was 6 months old in his mother's womb. Second trimester abortions were still legal at the time in the state I lived in. I was 21 and still did not want to be a father or marry the mother. For them to perform a second trimester abortion the clinic's staff induces labor and when the baby's head starts to pass the cervix. They cracked open his skull, and sucked out his brain so he would be legally dead when he was born. 7/11 was his predicted birth date, and I hold my own personal memorial for him every year so I will hopefully never forget what I did.
After legally killing my son, I did a lot of soul searching, and stopped impregnating women. Went back to college and got a degree in Electrical Engineering. I worked in the industry for over 10 years and realized that I would never make myself rich working for greedy executives and their corporations. I was simply making them rich while being stuck, working my ass off in a dead end job, and getting 3% yearly raises while they took home millions. I will never work another job that pays by the hour ever again; being paid by the hour is great for lazy people that like to waste their time and a company's time. Maybe had the dip-@!$%# executives not wanted even cheaper labor and moved large numbers of factories overseas, a higher percentage of Americans would be employed with decent paying jobs. They are the same people that always buy foreign goods and products instead of ones made in American, which further weakens the economy.
If I would ever get married, I would love to have another child. Unfortunately, finding an American woman that wants to be a partner is highly difficult. In my experience, American women are to self-centered and are so used to having their asses kissed by everyone. Simple fact is they end up being opponents in a relationship instead of partners. I do not blame American women; I blame the nut-less men that have spoiled these women rotten. It is pathetic, a bunch of grown men afraid to make a women cry.
"If you don't like it then move somewhere else" is a comment I hear often. Why, this is my @!$%#ing country, and if I want to try to make it better; then that is my choice. If you do not like what I am saying then do not listen. Is America perfect or any other country for that matter? Hell no, there is always room for improvement. Therefore, stop defending the flawed system and help me try to fix it. If I could start my own country I would, but the problem is there is a lack of unclaimed land available. Even if I did find some land I cannot escape from the rest of humanity, how many years would it take until a country decided to invade me?
"Just kill your self then" is another comment I have heard. I have contemplated suicide, but it is not really my style. If I am leaving this world then at least one other person is coming with me, you are talking to a person who has already killed one of their sons.
As you become fat and lazy, the predators' hunger grows.